Some nights, I still wake up reaching for you Not because I want you back But because I want answers I gave you love The kind that lights the dark And you You left me with silence But even in the silence, I still feel something Not hate, not regret Just the echo of a heart that believed Maybe too much This is for the nights I couldn't sleep For the truth you never said This is for me now I waited in the rain for signs A message in the lights, a whisper in the wind You kissed me like I'm forever But you were kissing someone else within The clock struck pain at 3 AM While I stared at the phone that never rang You promised dreams, then sold me lies And walked away like I was nothing again But I won't be a fool tonight The truth may bleed, but it feels right You left me standing in the fire Burning with the questions in my mind Tore my hope apart from your desire And still pretended love was kind You said forever like a lie But you forgot the heart you left behind I see your shadow in the streetlights Your name stickers in every passing train Still wearing smiles from friends who never knew The nights I've drowned in quiet pain I danced with ghosts of who we were Pretending not to see the truth so near But silence screamed louder than your words And now I'm finally here I tried to hold what wasn’t mine Now I'm holding peace instead of time You left me standing in the fire Burning with the questions in my mind Tore my hope apart with your desire And still pretended love was kind You said forever like a lie But you forgot the heart you left behind