What's it really matter when you're never gonna try it And you never wanna buy it and they're telling you to try it? In the meantime watching your every single move as you tip toe Oh no, girl speaks truth! What's it really matter if you're never gonna try? What's it really matter if you're only gonna die? What's it really matter if the world won't stop When you're screaming out: Please just give me time! Look, I don't have no time to talk to my dеmons But I think I'll pass the mic because thеy're trying to steal it (ugh) I don't need nobody to remind me of my worth The monster in the closet wears my skin like it is hers I'm a monster, you get in my way I'ma feed you to the monster Normal during the day but at night turn to a monster When the moons shines I'll be sitting on your shoulder Pretty little girls boss bitches when they're older Pretty little girl, wanna see the world? Do you wanna dance, do you wanna do a twirl? Do you wanna screw? Do you wanna drive? I've got a car parked right outside Wait, hold up teeth? Wow don't bite, ouch! I know you said you're freaky, but it's got too much now Oh little man did I hurt your feelings? Your pinky winky's feelings? Ha! I kiss and tell. Ha! You know that well Cause when you're out here screwing every girl you tell the world Sarah had the saggy tits, poppy didn't wash too well But you didn't give a shit about anybody else When it turns out you're the one on the shelf Feeling used like the girls that you tossed to the side When the monster within just eats you alive I'm a monster, you get in my way I'ma feed you to the monster Normal during the day but at night turn to a monster When the moons shines I'll be sitting on your shoulder Pretty little girls boss bitches when they're older (ahh! Ahh! Ahh!) I'm a monster, you get in my way I'ma feed you to the monster Normal during the day but at night turn to a monster When the moons shines I'll be sitting on your shoulder Pretty little girls boss bitches when they're older Boss bitch, living her life All I really wanted was a place that's mine Living in my bedroom all the time just makes me crazy, lose my mind Arghhh! I'm just sick, sick of the bullshit, sick of the dick Sick of the truth that's why I pick to play my barbies like I'm six Hello, I'm delilah, come lets play with worms and spiders in the mud Pyjamas, my parents will not find us But you ruined it, you ruined it! You thought that I meant 'doing it' Had to beat him with a stick, he tried to show his willy (ugh) Oh shit I killed him, I don't know what I should do I've got blood all on my dress and I just bought it brand new And so they think I'm crazy? So tell me what should I do If there's a monster that's controlling me and daring me to? It's not my fault! It's not my fault that I'm crazy I chew the heads off my barbies and spit them all in the bin It's not my fault! It's not my fault that you hate me Yet you're here watching me daily and getting pissed that I win 'Cause I'm a monster Tied up in a cage feeling rage at the world I can't change Getting worse by the day Sometimes I feel you'll never hear my words Unless I'm amplified by money I don't have and fame So I'm coming up all quiet on the mic you wanna try it I'm not claiming to be better I'm just starting up a riot of my own inside my head I'll scream until I'm dead 'Cause girl within me's screaming But I'm silenced by the hand of the monster Little do you know what's coming up for me Little do you know what Delilah gonna be Little do you know what a girl's gonna do When she's pissed at the world Nobody wants to say it but it's true I know what you say, when you see me in my lane You wanna see me fall so bad You threw a party just to say: You failed! You failed! Huh, they're always doubting me So please excuse me when I make it big and I'll be saying Who, wait you? The bully from my school? The teacher that you hated wants an autograph from you It's true, man cool You thought I was a fool But now you wanna party with the coolest girl in school Wait, stop I'm just kidding start it