I fuck you up and let you down Promised so much but broke it all I've scared your soul so many times And still you hug me like a doll I turn you in then throw you out Made you into my little toy I treat you like a piece of shit Tears in your eyes fill me with joy And as I walk into the dark I have to face what I have done And as the dark slips into me I'm in eternal hell alone I never really cared I never understood The memories makes me scared I fucked it up so good