I tear at my head with a madmans hands Trying to extract the abnormalities within Trapped inside this web of hatred Confusion, despair, fear and torment Carnal walls - Numbing my cries Skeletal jail - Suffocating excistence This self loathing excistence Suffering from this crippling disease Imprisoned by this deadly curse I am a captive of my own mind My veins are pumping deadly poison Pulling me down into this sea of despair Carnal walls - Numbing my cries Skeletal jail - Suffocating excistence This self loathing excistence Suffering from this crippling disease This self loathing excistence called life Is tearing me apart I am pounding at these relentless walls refusing to budge Set me free from this hell within Cutting my flesh open to find a way out Trying to escape from my own insanity This self loathing excistence Suffering from this crippling disease This self loathing excistence called life Is tearing me apart