Soft-spoken girl with a pit in her chest You wanted my heart so you went through my breast I lay here empty and depressed My body an altar, I thought I could heal you Said you would change, I was dumb and believed you Bit the hand and now I'm bleeding I'm addicted to the feeling I wanted you to stay, stay, stay, stay I wanted you to stay, stay stay, stay Bent over backwards attempting to please you You try to wound me while I try to see you for your soul and not your motives When you use me, I feel chosen If love is selfless I can't stand it Never felt so self abandoned Just to come up empty handed You're my world and you're my ending I can't live life doomsday prepping Love myself 'cus someone has to stay Stay, stay, stay I wanted you to stay, stay, stay, stay Stay, stay, stay