When it hurts It hurts until it dosen't hurt When she leaves She leaves, she leaves, she leaves And that's all I ever see It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't eat Happy is what you got Where you're at Where you've been And where you're not When you visit those places When you do those (?) And notice they're ghosts And you try not to say anything It's just a constant comparison contrast Of all those little things that never seem to last With him there And with there lack Are you alone (are you alone?) Or are you fine by the weight of this shadow? I've seen what's missing Have you seen? Like the notes they wrote at the window Can't be seen Unless by cold or by breathing on them But I have not breath And see those little notes that they left for me (I rather not) I rather not breath (I rather not) I rather not see (I rather not) I rather not be