You know me so well now There's nothing more to tell now So you know all about my dad And the fucked-up life we had If I cry, you're scared that I Might never lift my eyes But when I'm hard, you say I'm cold The walls are up, the gates are shut Well, guess what, you're right You're right, you're right So just leave me alone Now I'm five And I know I'm alive 'Cause I've been beaten and shown And this is my home, yeah I'll just go deep in my room Far from all of you All the tears I've saved for years In wells of gold I drown So now, you see, it's hard for me To let them go so easily You're right, I'm cold The doors are closed So just leave You're right, I'm cold The doors are closed I've made the bed and you'll lie in it And if I go down, down, down I will take you all with me