I'll never tell you what i saw Or how it made me breathe. I'll never repeat what i heard How long it took me to leave. I'll never tell you what i saw Or how it made my smile freeze Cause this world is a whirlwind, but i'm holding that trapeze And i'll never tell you what i saw I'll never tell you who i loved Or how they made me free I'll never tell you how i slept Back when i was 15 I thought that i could just forget The bricks that have built me But this world is a whirlwind and i'm holding that trapeze And i'll never tell you who i loved But if i could tell you one thing I would tell you i'm not leaving If i could show you one thing All my mistakes have shaped me Into who i am And who i am just wants to make you home I'll never tell you why i drive Into the night and back again I hardly speak of my home town My little hands in the cement I'll never tell you what i saw, close the door, swallow the key But this world is a whirlwind and i'm holding that trapeze Ya this world keeps on turning, love is carried in a sling Ya this world is a whirlwind and i'm holding that trapeze. So i'll never tell you what i saw