Set it off A lot's just changed, and I swear I want to heal But the scars inside of me just keep me still How can I tell you everything I feel? When I don't know what the fuck is even real Now, sorry I'm about to breakdown All of these feelings that I've kept down Falling away from you now I don't love myself So how can I love you I'm sorry I'm like this My traits and my vices Don't ask me for help I'm stuck in this cycle So how can I love you Why the fuck am I like this? I'm fucked, I'll remind you Don't ask me for help I'm stuck in this cycle I'm torn apart I left behind your shattered heart With no remorse I break every night With thoughts of suicide, I'll let go Why the fuck am I like this? Why do I hate myself so? I'll never know I bear the weight of myself