how much do I need to find happiness will i find it in this or will i die trying i tried i lied i tried i died It only goes so far only lasts so long how much do i need to be nothing drown my thoughts drown in my material needs drown in my ego drown in me drown in my love drown in my hate in my emotions forget me forget it all drown in me forget it all drown in me forget me forget it all drown in me how can it be.