Dear diary The guardian of my secrets Dear diary The guardian of my mysteries Dear diary The guardian of my histories (My dear diary) Dear diary I'm lost in all this smoke Dear diary I wish I could change my life's route Dear diary His love was not the antidote (My dear diary) Where is my strength to get out of bed? I can't believe it was all in my head It's all my fault for wearing that fucking mask But I knew the risk I'm a wistful soul looking for control In this land of angels and demons Everything is tragic Everything is magic Dear diary The guardian of my secrets Dear diary The guardian of my mysteries Dear diary The guardian of my histories (My dear diary) Dear diary I'm lost in all this smoke Dear diary I wish I could change my life's route Dear diary His love was not the antidote (My beloved diary) I'm the boy who feels to much The boy who never stopped the rush IIve lost all of my innocence Dominated by someone's lust This is the diary of a people pleaser This is the diary of a people pleaser This is the diary of a people pleaser This is the diary of a people pleaser (I did everything to make them like me) (I did everything to make them like me) (I did everything to make them like me)