It was real, it was cruel You weren’t the exception to the rule It was you, it was blue And there was nothing else to do This feeling rare you didn’t care 'Cause you’re the man who left me there Platonically deadly We were never meant to be The rings of Saturn I watch them burn Jupiter's gas storms Are our hostile encounters My tears of diamond Are falling in Neptune There’s things I can’t control It’s stronger than my soul When I tried to run away You're begging me to stay You paint my world in gray But I needed the light of the day I'm into your arms again So you can relieve my pain How mentally insane Is this love I tried to sustain? In the car, in the bar I don’t know where you are I'm a boy looking for joy But you played me like a toy I'm sure about your nature But I don’t know about your culture I relapsed and we collapse Your mind tricks were the impasse Look at the sky now There’s scars with all my bright Your heartbeat is so loud Couldn’t be more erudite I didn’t like your tone When you denied my whole world The bracelet of moonstone I gave it with all my love When I tried to run away You're begging me to stay You paint my world in gray But I needed the light of the day I'm into your arms again So you can relieve my pain How mentally insane Is this love I tried to sustain? A sordid way to say I love you A beautiful way to say I hate you Gave me the gray and the blue It’s sad but it’s true You’re confused But you’re the muse That I lose