I didn't know I was sick I couldn't accept that this wound was holding me back That I needed to let go of the memories To allow whatever changes would bring I met someone Who made me feel something new A security, a peace, a rush The kind that makes you believe That love doesn't cause pain It's the cure I was strangely the craziest person You've ever met Obsessed with having you for myself At the same time afraid Of surrendering, and so I suffocated you, then let go I approached, then retreated I tried not to get hurt But the prediction was right Then I understood When I saw you leave That it wasn't about the two of us And I accepted a maybe later Today I understand what your mission was It was simply to unpetrify my heart To show me that love is not in vain You did it It's done And goodbye, then I said goodbye to the fears Of who I was becoming I became light again, Cultivating Dreams I'm open to whatever comes my way I'm not so cold anymore, I feel like a different woman I've relearned to smile and to let it hurt Because the pain made me stronger, today I know how to live Maybe one day you'll understand too That this healing was possible Because I wanted you I suffocated you, then I let go I got close, then I retreated I tried not to get hurt But the prediction was right Then I understood When I saw you leave That it wasn't about us two And I accepted a maybe later I've relearned to smile and to let it hurt Because the pain made me stronger, today I know how to live Maybe one day you'll understand too That this healing was possible Because I wanted you