Crying out what I can't write down Searching for ways New ways More ways Other ways to lose these feelings To lose is to lose Writing down what I can't cry out Can I lose you Am I losing Am I losing you My mind refuses to think Still I can't forget I gave everything possible I thought I gave Empty hands Bowed head Full of lessons learned Tired of giving Asking myself if I ever take again Black clouds blocking my sun Rain is only searching for me Rain is all I feel Heavenly tears cool down my face Tears from heaven wash away Wash away my tears No drop falls twice So I won't Next time falling will feel different Release me The easy way Wasn't meant for me Still there is more There is so much more I can't remember that you ones loved me But sometimes I recognise your face