C D Em D [Dodie] ([Lauren, Orla]) C D Em D I carry the time we don't talk in a backpack C D Em D Leave it on the side with the nights you didn't call me back C D Em D And all the ideas and the hope I'd never ask him for (hmmm) C D Em D I'll throw it away, it's okay, without a second thought (hmmmm) [Orla] ([All]) C D All the people over there Em They don't seem to have a care D I'm so fucking self-aware D It's exhausting C D And no matter how I tried Em I repeat it every night Em Every night, every night, every night G I'm done pretending G Am Pretending, done pretending Em D C D Em All of my heroes are way more sad than me (harmonizing) [Tessa] ([All]) Em I don't want a piece of that C 'Cause I know there's no peace in that G D I can tell myself a thousand times (cool girl, I'll be easy) Em But you can make a toy of me and I'll agree with that C Maybe I just couldn't see, couldn't see that G D There ain't nothing wrong with us at all (harmonizing) [Lauren] ([All)] C D Can I swap places with someone G Who's kinder to themselves C D Can I swap places with someone G Who doesn't wanna be someone else C D If I'd swap places maybe I (oooo) Em D I'd see myself in different light (oooooo) Em D C D If I'd swap places, if I'd swap places, oh [Dodie] ([Orla]) D Am I the only one pretending, C Pretending, one pretending D Am I the only one pretending, C Pretending, one pretending (ooh I won't be like them) D Am I the only one pretending, C Pretending, one pretending (want me more than friends) [Dodie] ([Tessa]) D Leave me alone (thought I'd have it figured out by 25) [Lauren] ([Orla]) C Boy you really oughta knock it off right now (cool girl, I'll be different) [Dodie] ([Tessa]) D I wanna go home (but I keep on dreaming up a different life) [Lauren] ([Orla]) C Boy you really oughta knock it off right now (I'll be quiet, I'll be easy) [Tessa] ([Dodie]) D But you keep on playing games with me, games (Cool girl, I'll be easy) [Orla] ([Lauren]) C All the people over there, they don't seem to have a care (Can I swap places) [Tessa] ([Dodie]) (([Lauren])) D But you keep on playing games with me, games with me (cool girl, I'll be easy) ((can I swap places)) [Orla] C I'm so fucking self-aware, it's exhausting