Here's a message to all I'm sorry, I know that I've made a few mistakes but this is who I am So don't expect me to change Just get the fuck away The bottle's resting tight against my lips I hate to feel this way I tried to bury this inside so get the fuck up off my case So sick and tired of all the humans trying to force on me Cause every time they hold me back It's just one more so fucking leave I tell myself have just one more But then I drink it down and I don't feel so sure! Losing control is the thing that I made Living each day with this is sickening I can't escape I can't escape It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me I'm at the bottom and there's nothing saving me It took so long to be fucked up inside my own head Oh the last thing that I need is your sympathy (I'm not your sheep) So here's the problem, I've been drowning myself in this alcohol And sure it's killin me, but I still don't feel anything This room is spinning most days I cry for an unlit grave They keep on telling me but now I chosen and walk this way The bottle's calling out my name But can't make myself go away I tell myself have just one more But then I drink it down and I don't feel so sure! Losing control is the thing that I made Living each day with this is sickening I can't escape I can't escape It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me The darkness surrounds me, is this all a dream? The faces are passing, are breaking through the seem The darkness surrounds me, is this all a dream? The faces are passing, are breaking through the seem Losing control is the thing that I made Living each day with this is sickening I can't escape I can't escape It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me