Feels like this is not the way it's supposed to be The weight inside, when lost in time, takes away my memory Young and dumb yet the time is running out I think and lie, when walls are high Idling is choosing I woke up to the taste of insanity Pinned down by the weight of gravity I fall back in the arms of a chokehold I remain, I remain Idle I can't tell where my feet are supposed to go I let her down, I'm just around In this trap I call home Not so young, now the sand piles upon my feet The forest dies, the river dries Rots away the meaning I woke up to the taste of insanity Pinned down by the weight of gravity I fall back in the arms of a chokehold I remain, I remain And I try to hold back tears Trapped under eight years As all the leaves were dropping dead I just waited, only waited I lose my air and scream Bending, kneeling, breaking Withering, decaying Just dead I'm falling in, I'm falling in A peace like a coma And I try to stay awake But what has changed Yeah I woke up to the taste of insanity Pinned down by the weight of gravity I fall back in the arms of a chokehold I remain, I remain, I remain