When you close my eyes I see your lines of lies align In the silence that calls me mine I think I've lost my mind Where do I belong? I've seen too much and now I feel so old In this world made of ice & snow My hands are always cold I'm drowning in denial Urged by my longings and desire And everytime you swear your words meant something I promise, I pretend it's not a lie Help me understand I cannot help but stop pretending There's a spirit inside of me The world that you can't see Where did I go wrong? The life I lived was just a touch of hoax I've looked back at the demons eye But didn't sell my soul I promise, I pretend it's not a lie