Awoke in darkness, my trembling hands are scarred A brown crust on my fingernails A sudden pain in my back reminds me of my dream last night I'm close to you and take your hand You trust in me but I wouldn't feel safe A vampire's heart can't abstain from loving you to death The marks on my wrist make me shiver When I went to bed they weren't there My shirt's torn apart, dried blood adorns the sleeves I'm feeling empty inside Murders at night I freeze to death again The urge will be victorious again I'm burning once again The figures of disguise What happened last night? I can't remember What have I done when I thought I'm asleep? The wounds burn, a light wind brings relief - an irony I look into your eyes, embrace your neck A graceful sight, I'm choking more and more Your fingernails furrow my skin I smile - suddenly you are still My desperation never comes to an end I wash my hands and I'm mirrored The shapeless face on my body smiles at me My victim of last night