With a word become estranged You believed a lie that kept you going all this time Cast a shadow, shed a tear and defect all that you have ever known You wanted this, then prayed for this Kept this dream alive Then were sad to find that low and behold I awaited you I abandoned you when the pieces did not fit Who's sacrifice was this? Laugh as you think Laugh as you fade into this world, so untamed To seek the answers To the questions that remained Trying to adjust to this world I am so afraid Even though I was the one Growing weaker every day You were the one that caved You were the light from flame Kept all of these tears that you found, but I won't This is my hell and you are not invited What else did you find? Hid the simple truth From an unsuspecting mind Laugh as you think how you are out of lies Now the smiling face it must suffice The face I cannot resist Laugh as you think, laugh as you fade into this world, so afraid Gutted, beaten, cored, staring down the hole for what's misplaced Mask has been destroyed, falling down the hole is your disgrace Want this, loathe this, want is the need to explain Want this, loathe this, how you loathed the pain World with no god, without expectancy Tear strips and watch you fold, the only certainty Laugh as you think, laugh as you fade into this world So untamed Where it all but seems you have lost your way They know you are a fake Without warning it came Despite trying in vain But you never did try and now it is too late To solve this mystery There is one piece missing