Been trapped inside again These illusions always seem to win My love is trapped between the walls Of the ones who claim to see it all These scars are like an open door To a past I can't contain An overwhelming consciousness tells me I should be afraid and I believe I'm the monster from the stories I've been told I'm not strong enough to break the mold Considered to be a disgrace, not a person This burden I carry makes it hard to breathe I can't escape the life that I've been handed I can't hear you from the other side I'm not alive I'll see you on the other side The other side eventually Run far from me to see the forest from the trees You won't believe how every single promise broken Shaped the life you've thrown away Although I've always known it from the start You build me up just to watch me fall apart Disease Feel the darkness on your soul One more step till you let go of all Between the walls and let the essence fade Remember me just like you always would before you Fall asleep Imagining our words unspoken A life once lost I can't hear you from the other side I'm not alive I'll see you on the other side The other side eventually