364 days of the year I don't care I play it cool and a smile is what I wear But I'm allowed one day to let the walls come down I'm allowed a day to lose what I've found I know that you didn't want to change You forced yourself away and didn't accept who you became But that's not a way to live and though you gave it your best shot I could never let you be someone you're not I want to say it was against my will I'd like to tell you that love is what I really feel But I don't regret it one year later Still I never thought I'd be the heartbreaker You're calling me and I just don't know what to say Every piece of me is trying to pull away You're not ready to let go, you've tried to hide it a thousand times And I'm not stupid I can see it in your eyes I know how much you didn't wanna change But I forced you away and didn't accept who you became And you couldn't bring it back and though you gave it your best shot You could never make me be someone I'm not I want to say it was against my will I'd like to tell you that love is what I really feel But I don't regret it one year later Still I never thought I'd be the heartbreaker I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do With a guilty conscience and a picture of you I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do I tried to break it gently but you're making me smash it into two 364 days of the year I don't care I know it was right, I know I played fair But it's hard to sit here one years later Knowing I was the heartbreaker