It feels like hell But I give myself if you could You settle down But I was holding my eyes from blinking And I almost choked when you offered me a smoke on your cigarette Dry your eyes This is only the first half Well it took me by surprise When you held me to your chest and said I could love you in secret I could love you in secret I could love you in secret But no one can know And you thought it rained Yeah I planned my jokes Before I'd see you And it sounded strange But there was reason for sadness between you There's reason for sadness between you There's reason for sadness between you And I almost choked when you offered me a smoke on your cigarette Dry your eyes, This is only the first half Well it took me by surprise When you held me to your chest and said I could love you in secret I could love you in secret I could love you in secret But no one can know I could love you in secret I could love you in secret I could love you in secret But no one can know In a dream I had It all made sense In a dream I had It all made sense In a dream I had It all made sense In a dream I had It all made sense to me