I was layin' in my bed last night I was chained and I was paralysed Like a prisoner in my own mind Like a bad dream I can't help it, and it's so cliché Medicated, to get out of this state And I'm waiting till the darkness breaks Can you help me? If I put my hands to pray Will it be too late? Ohh oh Will ever find a way? Or I should close the gate? Ohh oh (Will I ever?) (Will I ever) Help myself? (Will I ever) Speak my mind? (Will I ever) Be alright? (Will I ever) Will I ever? Will I ever? There's a feeling that I just can't name And I hate it, 'cause I want to change I'm a fighter, I can fight this pain Now you're with me, ooh If I put my hands to pray Will it be too late? Ohh oh Will ever find a way? Or I should close the gate? Ohh oh (Will I ever?) (Will I ever) Help myself? (Will I ever) Speak my mind? (Will I ever) Be alright? (Will I ever) Will I ever? Will I ever? No more wasted youth I'm done with you I've lost my faith, I've lost my truth Baby, I've tried it Aah If I put my hands to pray Will it be too late? Ohh oh Will ever find a way? Or I should close the gate? No oh (Will I ever?) (Will I ever) Help myself? (Will I ever) Speak my mind? (Will I ever) Be alright? (Will I ever) Will I ever? Will I ever? (Will I ever) Help myself? (Will I ever) Speak my mind? (Will I ever) Be alright? (Will I ever) Will I ever? Will I ever?