So soon Just after you've gone My senses sharpen But it always takes So damned long Before I feel how much My eyes have darkened Fear hangs a plane of gunsmoke Drifting in our room So easy to disturb With a thought With a whisper With a careless memory On the table Signs of love lie scattered And the walls break With a crashing within It's not as though-- As though you really mattered But being close How could I let you go Without some feeling Some precious sympathy following Fear hangs a plane of gunsmoke Drifting in our room So easy to disturb With a thought With a whisper With a careless memory I walk out into the Sun I try to find a new day But the whole place It just screams in my eyes Where are you now? 'Cause I don't want to meet you I think I'd die-- I think I'd laugh at you-- I think I'd cry-- What am I supposed to do Follow you? Outside the thoughts Come flooding back now I just try to forget you So easy to disturb With a thought With a whisper With a careless memory