I hope the buzz was worth it Drowning with those demons again Keep your fists idle, clenched around the bottle Dancing through the broken glass I promise to be nothing like you When I hate myself the most I promise to be nothing like you When I hate myself the most The most I hope the buzz was worth it Drowning with those demons again Thirty years of starved emotion, we never said goodbye I still don't forgive you, I never tried I, I— I, I— Sever the scars you left behind I urge you to confess Every truth that you deny Is another fire that waits for you in hell I am the scars The scars you left behind I promise to be nothing like you When I hate myself the most I I never said goodbye I I never said goodbye I promise to be nothing like you When I hate myself the most The most