I'm not a writer, I'm not a poet I'm just trying to tell my story the best way i know how, To stumble over my words just like i'm tripping over my tow left feet. But i can say... I wanna go back to time where I don't feel so alone and abandoned and taken advantage of. I wanna go back to a time where I feel so alive, and I don't have a care in the world. I'm not a fighter, I'm just a lover trying to get these thoughts from my head down to my arm. Where they will travel a complex circuitry, A highway leading to my fingers, the pen, and the page. And it will read. I wanna go back to time where I don't feel so alone and abandoned and taken advantage of. i wanna go back to a time where I feel so alive, and I don't have a care in the world. Can i bring my black and blue bruised broken body back to you? To mend for me, because I have seen the ugly truths of the world. I wanna go back to time where I don't feel so alone and abandoned and taken advantage of. I wanna go back to a time where I feel so alive, and i don't have a care in the world.