21 percent, but half is gone Bills are high, I'm barely holding on It won't go down soon, he said, it's true Climbing fast is easy, but falling takes you too And I'm screaming in the silence, heavy on my chest November's ghosts are haunting, I can't find my rest You carry so much pain, but still you care For birthdays, for laughter, for hearts that tear Transform the hurt, you say, into something kind But scars don't heal when they rot inside And I'm screaming in the silence, heavy on my chest November's ghosts are haunting, I can't find my rest We're fighting shadows, we're breaking bones The scars remain, but we're not alone Kim, this weight, it cuts so deep But I know I can hold my grief I took two pills, I'm slowing down But the weight is here, it drags me down This month hits hard, it never ends Kim, I'm grateful for my friends Even scars can burn and bleed But I know they're here for me (I took two pills, I'm slowing down But the weight is here, it drags me down This month hits hard, it never ends I'm grateful for my friends) But I know they're here for me We're fighting shadows, we're breaking bones The scars remain, but we're not alone Kim, this weight, it cuts so deep But I know I can hold my grief I can hold my grief It's not easy, it's not fair But I feel your voice, it's there I can hold my grief In this mess, we're not alone Kim, together, we've found a home