I cried myself to sleep last night I wish I wasn't here Have no idea in which direction My life will steer I just wanted to feel okay Okay, alright And post suicide memes I want to fucking die LMAO The nights are dark And the days are cold I'm a trash potato (oh) Post-modernist hell Colored in pastel I just wanted to feel loved Do I deserve that? Have nothing to look forward to Nothing to live for So I'll go on ahead And embrace life with a laugh It's pretty funny how fucked up everything is It really is I want to fucking die LMAO The nights are dark And the days are cold I'm a trash potato (oh) Post-modernist hell Colored in pastel