I can't feel, and I can't see I'm falling down What's going on with me? Lord in heaven why am I here Do I live to rise or rise to fall To shed another tear One more time I feel that I'm alone I can't describe it Cause it's better to be shown Feel the darkness covering the spite Hear me screaming When it's pounding deep inside Forever I'll be A poisoned thorn I'll be haunting among your lives The moment I was born It was time for him to rise Deadmaker, deadmaker Why don't you realize That he can paralyze you all My sorrow created by you And even me cause I'm a self-destroying fool I feel the spirit growing deep inside I don't expect your comprehension Cause even I don't know why