Eyes closed In the fast lane Burned slow But stronger than a hurricane I would give it all I would give it away I don’t do things For the thrill of it What I don’t wanna see I don’t let it in And I would push it all I would push it away Didn’t wanna feel I would go through the motions Never take a breath I was focused on hoping What I would give to forget I don’t wanna wait I don’t wanna waste more time Standing on the edge Watching stars as they pass by What I would give to forget I just wanna feel again When I used to Always mess it up I'm trynna teach myself That I can learn to love If I see it through I know that I can be strong It’s not easy Always livin' lies And just lookin' in from the outside Maybe it’s a sign If I read it right Now it’s my time