Yesterday I was still there, now I'm gone I still carry images in me from the past In the prime of my life I was strong Young and proud, always ready I would like to see my home so much Again with my friends, drinking away All of a sudden you take your life in your hand And you realize, it's too late I've seen a lot but also missed too much I know what happened Have crossed borders, hurt my friends I felt a bitter wind, I was not welcome My heart was never really in it, so what? Never had any scruples Wasn't myself, had lost control I still remember that today