I'm not who I used to be And I hardly know this new me I'm just tryna figure out, I'm just tryna figure out I kinda miss being seventeen That's the only time I fell in love I think my friends liked me more back then And maybe now I don't like them I'm tryna forget you, I haven't yet I'm coming back, I should've left You had your door wide open and I forget just what I said, but I know I regret it you don't deserve this you don't deserve it You're asking for apologies you've always been honest You've always been so good to me I make you feel forgotten I'm not awake, I'm half asleep That's not the Sun I was dreaming I wanna see you, she wants to leave I'm tryna forget you I haven't yet I'm coming back I should've left You had your door wide open and I forget just what I said, but I know I regret it you don't deserve this you don't deserve it