They said wait until spring Cause in spring everything's got to change For the better But I've waited and waited And summer is here Nothing changed Except the weather I still feel much too empty to share it with you I still don't want to talk I don't know what to do And the spring is a joke that they're playing on you Are they not? Are they not? Where I come from they know That in spring you feel worse That's the truth Cause it builds up inside you And calls you outside To be young, to be free Like you used to be But you're stuck in your job And you're stuck in a rut like before But the heart calls you out And it tells you to open that door But you cannot be free And you cannot be all that you wanted to be So the bird's little song Makes it feel so damn wrong And you're dying inside Just wait and see, wait and see Maybe summer is where it all has to be But I'm feeling so old I'm not feeling as bold as I used to before And I have closed the door to the dreams that I had But they're knocking on this fucking door Cause it's spring I don't care anymore I don't care anymore If it's spring I'm just trying my best not to go insane So I cry, and I shout, and I drink, and I sing So I cry, and I scream, and I drink, and I sing And I smoked the other day Like I used to smoke before And you know, it felt great, it felt great It felt good, yes it did Well, when I turned around Guess who I saw staring at me It was my own kid And she knew something's wrong Cause she never saw me do this thing before As I threw it away I just walked through the door And pretended like nothing had happened If it's spring Maybe it doesn't mean Doesn't mean a damn thing