Stood in the rain and watched you go I feel a lump in my throat And this is far from joy I never seemed to learn That high makes things harder That high I get from you I've figured out that joy is not in your arms I know I'll always ache with an empty heart I think it's time to run cause I'm seeing stars I'm seeing stars watch me fall apart I think of dying all the time But I've got joy to take my side Fear is my favourite ride ooh hey hoh I've figured out that joy is not in your arms I know I'll always ache with an empty heart I think it's time to run cause I'm seeing stars I'm seeing stars watch me fall apart And then you see, ooh I've figured out that joy is not in your arms I know I'll always ache with an empty heart I think it's time to run cause I'm seeing stars I'm seeing stars watch me fall apart