Your message hits at 2 AM I pretend I didn't see Read it once Read it twice Cross out your street In a notebook I keep from me You say everything's fine But I feel the opposite here That half-open smile Like you're asking me not to disappear I always trip On the things I don't say I say I'm over it But I never walk away Between what I say and what I feel There's a whatever underneath I say I'm fine But I'm lying You know You know I get lost If you stay I repeat Till I run out of breath Between what I say and what I feel You read what I never write down You laugh at my dramas Say I always overreact But you know every fire I keep hidden from us like that I play calm like I'm okay Turn my fear into a joke Like a beautiful movie With an ending cut too close I always trip On the things I don't say I say I'm over it But I never walk away Between what I say and what I feel There's a whatever underneath I say I'm fine But I'm lying You know You know I get lost If you stay I repeat Till I run out of breath Between what I say and what I feel You read what I never write down What if I stop pretending it doesn't hurt? (Hey) What if I say out loud everything I avoid in us? Would you run Or sing it with me? Between what I say and what I feel There's a whatever underneath I say I'm fine But I'm lying You know You know