(Ah-ah-ah) Big man, small talk Lookin' at me like my clothes off When I tell you 'bout my bad thoughts (ah-ah-ah) Lean in, want more Like the candy from the drugstore Take my trauma like it's all yours (ah-ah-ah) Every time you look at me I feel just like a magazine I'm not here, I'm just a doll here You love to see me fall apart Turned on by my broken heart Well, if that's what gets you off Then maybe I'm a porn star, down here getting fucked When I get messy, you just eat it up Yeah, I know you're watching, you can't get enough (uh, uh) Maybe I'm a porn star, down here on my knees Chokin' on the drama, biggest that you've seen Giving you that pleasure every time I scream (uh, uh, ah-ah) I'm really pretty when I start to cry Even hotter when I wanna die So depressive, that's your archetype (ah-ah-ah) Tryna fix me like a narcissist I stick it out like I'm a masochist Yeah, you know got the saddest bitch (you got the saddest bitch, ah-ah-ah) Every time you look at me I feel just like a magazine I'm not here, I'm just a doll here You love to see me fall apart Turned on by my broken heart Well, if that's what gets you off Then maybe I'm a porn star out here getting fucked When I get messy, you just eat it up Yeah, I know you're watching, you can't get enough (uh, uh) Maybe I'm a porn star, down here on my knees Chokin' on the drama, biggest that you've seen Giving you that pleasure every time I scream (uh, uh, ah-ah-ah) Pain and pressure, that's your reverie Every time I scream Shame and pleasure flash across your screen Every time I scream Then maybe I'm a porn star out here getting fucked (pain and pressure) When I get messy, you just eat it up (that's your reverie) Yeah, I know you're watching, you can't get enough (Every time I scream, uh, uh) Maybe I'm a porn star, down here on my knees (shame and pleasure) Chokin' on the drama, biggest that you've seen (flash across your screen) Giving you that pleasure every time I scream (every time I scream, uh, uh, ah-ah-ah)