You wanna see me disappear Well, it starts here I'm trying my best Not to say what you don't wanna hear But it's all right You can cover your, cover your ears I face my fears Just once a year It's the feeling I get When I want to return everything That's in my life I'll be busting at the seams It's a gamble either way You play your cards It's another tidal wave I'll be waiting with my eyes closed No, I don't want to be The one who lives a lie But never knew it We're just a world away from where I can feel like I've never felt before So lock the door You wanna see me disappear Well, it starts here I'm trying my best Just to say what you don't wanna hear But it's all right You can cover your, cover your ears It's a gamble either way You play your cards It's another tidal wave I'll be waiting with my eyes closed No, I don't want to be The one who lives a lie But never knew it We're just a world away from where I can feel like I've never felt before So lock the door You're the one who told me To pack up all my things And leave in the morning It's just a world away from here And I will never bother you no more And that's for sure Take me alive (You'll never, you'll never) Take me alive (You'll never, you'll never) Take me alive (You'll never, you'll never) Take me alive No, I don't want to be The one who lives a lie But never knew it We're just a world away from where I can feel like I've never felt before So lock the door You're the one who told me To pack up all my things And leave in the morning It's just a world away from here And I will never bother you no more And that's for sure