now it`s calm all around this place nothing recalls of what happened right here the show is over and we say goodbye all that remains is a strange kind of fear a long time I´ve been waiting for that thing to come am I wasting my life by doing the thing I love am I the type of guy who never ever really could be loved it`s like a pain in the ass I`m crushed by the longing for feeling you next to me it pricks like hot needles in my eyes I´m afraid of things I realize oh tonight I don`t want to sleep alone am I wasting my life ... .......... who never ever really loves tomorrow I´ll be back home