I hate this part The bittersweetness When you say you miss me And I can’t repeat it back I had your heart Thought I would keep it But then I let it go 'Cause I knew I you loved me so much I need you hurt me 'Cause I don’t feel worthy Just give me a reason to be through I don’t want to wake up 20 years from now Putting on my makeup, missing you somehow Let me leave you lonely, I know you’re better off You'll find yourself a new girl who doesn’t have my flaws I let you in Told all my secrets Before I knew to swim Already in the deep end I tried my best To let my fears go But darkness stole my soul Before I got to let you know I really wanted to need you But I don’t feel worthy Please give me a reason to be through I don’t want to wake up 20 years from now Putting on my makeup, missing you somehow Let me leave you lonely, I know you’re better off You'll find yourself a new girl who doesn’t have my flaws It's not you, it's me I’ve been tormented all of my life, so go on, be free I don’t want to wake up 20 years from now Putting on my makeup, missing you somehow Let me leave you lonely, I know you’re better off You'll find yourself a new girl who doesn’t have my flaws