Told a friend I'm happy on my own Now I'm watching videos of celebrity couples Looking into each other's eyes What a surprise I didn't know I was lying I didn't know I was lying I didn't know I was lying Wrote affirmations on loving myself Now I want somebody else To confirm independently the stuff I already know Got to let go Got to let go But it's easier said than done though Hey If I'm some kind of cliché Hey I hope it turns out okay Say I do what I want for a living But at family dinners I'm giving minimal details About what I'm up to these days What can I say Hard to describe anyway Hard to describe anyway Hard to describe anyway Tell myself there's nobody Who'd do better in my shoes But whenever I see somebody's life announcement I just run and hide I don't know why Too scared I'm messed up inside And I'll never get to know What their normal is like Hey If I'm some kind of cliché Hey I hope it turns out okay No official guidebook Just some precedents Weighing on your shoulders Items on a checklist All the fairytales Were only in my head And all I wanna do now Is sleep alone in my bed If I could just stop analysing Everything that I've ever said I want to take it down Burn the feeling out That they're all moving While I'm static but I don't know how Just want to let it go I've got to let it go Drain my resources trying so hard to let it go I want to take it down Burn the feeling out That they're all moving While I'm static but I don't know how Just want to let it go I've got to let it go Drain my resources trying so hard to let it go I want to take it down Burn the feeling out That they're all moving While I'm static but I don't know how Just want to let it go I've got to let it go Drain my resources trying so hard to let it go I want to take it down Burn the feeling out That they're all moving While I'm static but I don't know how Just want to let it go I've got to let it go Drain my resources trying so hard to let it go