Mom left early, dad went too People say time heals, but that's bullshit, dude I was still learnin' how to tie my shoes Now I'm learnin' how to live missin' you They put me in her house, said: She's family But family shouldn't feel like an enemy Every move I make's another fuckin' sin Can't breathe loud, can't cry, can't fuckin' win I spill milk, she calls me dumb I talk back, here it fuckin' comes Hands hurt worse than what she says But both stay stuck inside my head I just want my parents back Yeah, I know it's stupid, but I want that Wanna fake a smile, fake a laugh Pretend we're a happy fuckin' family, yeah I don't need heaven, I don't need fame Just you two sayin' my name I'm so tired of survivin' here I just wanna be safe for once, I swear She says I'm weak, says I'm ungrateful Says they died 'cause God's hateful If it's true, then he fucked me too 'Cause he took you both and left me with you I clean the house, still not enough I keep my mouth shut, still get fucked up She says boys don't cry, don't act this way So I learned how to bleed quiet every day I hear your voices in my head at night Sayin': It's okay, John, you're alright Then I wake up to the same old shit Same cold room, same fuckin' hits I just want my parents back Yeah, I know it's stupid, but I want that Wanna fake a smile, fake a laugh Pretend we're a happy fuckin' family, yeah I don't need heaven, I don't need fame Just you two sayin' my name I'm so tired of survivin' here I just wanna be safe for once, I swear I just want my parents back I don't give a damn 'bout facts Wanna sit at a table, eat like before Not countin' bruises on the floor I don't need love that hurts like this I don't need lessons taught with fists I just wanna know how it feels To be a kid that's actually real They say be thankful, she took you in Like pain's a favor, like this ain't sin If this is home, I don't want it If this is love, you can fuckin' keep it I just want my parents back Yeah, I know it's stupid, but I want that Wanna fake a smile, fake a laugh Pretend we're a happy fuckin' family, yeah Mom, dad, if you hear this shit I'm tryin', but I'm losin' it I'd trade every scar I got Just to have you back, that's all I want Yeah That's all I fuckin' want