I wish I was a bit more known No life, no future I want a loan Give me your attention I want all your affection My life stay steady pending I just want more attention I'm dropping all addiction I'm slowly fucking itching These pills intimidating I feel myself just sinking I’ll decide if I have to find my way out of this new life You can’t judge the way I’ll hide myself from my own crazy mind Well I just hope you’re happy 'Cause now I'm feeling shitty Don’t give me any pity I fucking hate this city They wanna fucking be me But they don't wanna hear me I walk around with glizzies And empty out my addies Now all my friends are rolling I'm on my phone just scrolling May not be straight but edgy Still spilling my spaghetti I hope you’re fucking ready When I blow up I’ll leave you I'm taking all my day ones 'Cause we do this shit for fun I’ll decide if I have to find my way out of this new life You can't judge the way I’ll hide myself from my own crazy mind I’ll decide if I have to find my way out of this new life You can't judge the way I’ll hide myself from my own crazy mind Finally, I don't need more drugs to be happy Finally, I can be myself around my family Finally, I don't hide myself just for my safety Finally, I can be myself around my family Finally, I don't need more drugs to be happy Finally, I can be myself around my family Finally, I don't hide myself just for my safety Finally, I can be myself around my family