I'm writing books to pass the time Trying to get you out of my mind Scared to the point where It blinds me I'm getting weaker but you can't see Feelings and more feelings I'm not feeling like myself Candles and more candles like you wanna blow me out I'm feeling like I'm healing till you come and pull me down, oh no (oh oh Should I feel bad about wanting to trade my life with someone else Should I feel bad about forgiving you when I'm losing myself And there's nothing I can do There's nothing I can do There's nothing I can do I'm writing books to pass the time Burning myself to feel alive Do I blow the flame or I let it burn? I'm made of wax, but I never learn So I melt until I reach the floor Feelings and more feelings I'm not feeling like myself Candles and more candles like you wanna blow me out I'm feeling like I'm healing till you come and pull me down, oh no (oh oh Should I feel bad about wanting to trade my life with someone else Should I feel bad about forgiving you when I'm losing myself Should I feel bad about wanting to trade my life with someone else Should I feel bad about forgiving you when I'm losing myself