I saw your face in my dream I saw my life the way it's supposed to be But you don't leave your house And you don't pick up the phone And I don't know what I did 'To make you want to be alone I look around just to see If maybe you're sneaking up behind me But you are never there And darling, I'm so scared You'll forget what I had said Breathing in the winter air When my blood spilled on the bed You looked at me and then you said “Please don't hurt yourself again” But I can't get you out my head Promise me you have been true Or I'll leave you black and blue I don't know what the fuck to do I guess that I'll just wait for you I saw your face in my dream But you didn't want to stand next to me And I can't erase my fear That you are tired of being here 'Cause baby, if you let me go I won't make it through the year I want to starve myself again And put the knife back to my leg But I know that if I do I will lose a piece of you And I can't take that shit again I swore I'd never lie to you When I woke you in the night Because I wasn't feeling right You told me I would be okay And then you said turn off the light Promise me you have been true Or I'll leave you black and blue I don't know what the fuck to do I guess I have to wait for you I guess I have to wait for you