How do you do it all on your own? I wanna be you, you always want to be alone Starved for touch, you're always off I've been touched too much, now touch is all I've got You keep a piece of everyone who's died So when you say you hurt, they can't say you lied When you're afraid, you put your fists through walls You've got a hole for every time yesterday calls Cradle your face, ask: Is it worth it? You say: I survived, taping up your curtains Yeah, it hurts, but you wanna know what's worse is They'll all forget me on purpose I'm not like you, I'm more afraid Spending every hour counting down my days If I was you, maybe I'd be taller But you just rage till you get smaller 'Cause they don't love you, rather what you give to them I wish they knew you How bad it threw you Talk about bad juju But now you're like them too I loved you and I watched you Someone that I knew You're ruined and it's cool But I am not like you I am not like you I am not like you You're ruined and it's cool But I am not you