Don't let a sad day, make you feel that you have a bad life Don't let the wrong ways, erase the passion that's burning inside What separates your dream from reality Is the pain that you feel when you are awake What separates your dreams from reality Is the pain that you feel Every time I feel my desires trying to cut off my skin From the inside out like there's no other being And it feels so nice when it simply releases But it feels so stupid when it hurts anybody else but me I've been trying And I know I'll never be satisfied at all Such sick feeling And I'm so sorry How I used to be, such an undesirable being And I'm not even proud of telling you How I used to be, just see the difference in me And I'm not proud of the demons in me But how wouldn't I like all of it So I just run away, not for my wishes but his How I used to be Such undesirable, unforgivable, unaccepted being How I used to be, just see the difference Just see the difference in me Every time I feel my desires trying to cut off my skin From the inside out like there's no other being And it feels so nice when it simply releases But it feels so stupid when it hurts anybody else The conclusion that I see Is that we will never, will never be The conclusion that I see Is that we will never be, any closer That we could be. Don't let a sad day, make you feel that you have a bad life Don't let the wrong ways, erase the passion that's burning inside There's no matter, I'm gonna do it I ask no questions, ain't gonna ruin it Ignite my soul