An emotional attachment pulling me towards the back doors An indecision seen in your eyes destroying lives I was just kidding myself that you were chasing stars with me Instead you were thinking of another Moon Just finding a storm in the sky You thought it was what you wanted All I know you'll never love me like you love him But I ask you to let me go I know that everything will be alright I know you will never feel the same pain that I do How will you ever love me As you love him How you will never feel for me What do you feel for him But a hole to bury a heart fucked up by 22 thousand illusions As you never go As you never go All the things I've done for you Messages loaded with passions waiting for you Waiting for you to come and bring your ember Is to burn all my feelings for you While hoping you're the one perfect mess To ruin my open promise life All I know you'll never love me like you love him But I ask you to let me go I know that everything will be alright I know you will never feel the same pain that I do How will you ever love me As you love him How you will never feel for me What do you feel for him But a hole to bury a heart fucked up by 22 thousand illusions As you never go As you never go As you love him As you love him As you love him Uuh What I wanted most was to be someone for you How he was never for you All I wanted was to be someone loved by you And you were the only constellation to align with me Dreams and desires I will never live with you Did I already have someone before you thought I did? Oh it was my mind created you