Be careful what you wish for There's no taking back the words; I chose the brutal way to learn Screaming at myself, screaming in myself I made a monster that won't disappear It bubbles up to the surface, all the fucked up fears Pain and anger, blisters sear Bringing sweet relief to me as they burst It bubbles up and it burns through all the fucked up fears Pain and anger, blisters sear Bringing sweet relief to me as they burst Where I need it the most Screaming at myself, screaming in myself I'm burning up, my skin begins to peel away Be careful when you play with matches Near emotionally toxic gunpowder It bubbles up to the surface, all the fucked up fears Pain and anger, blisters sear Bringing sweet relief to me as they burst It bubbles up and it burns through all the fucked up fears Pain and anger, blisters sear Bringing sweet relief to me as they burst Where I need it the most It bubbles up to the surface, all the fucked up fears Pain and anger, blisters sear Bringing sweet relief to me as they burst It bubbles up and it burns, through all the fucked up fears Pain and anger, blisters sear Bringing sweet relief to me as they burst All the fucked up fears, being peeled away Pain and anger, blisters sear, being healed away From the inside out, from the inside out From the inside out, where I need it the most