I hear my friends say: I thought you were done with him Oh, here comes a cliché Thought you were never gonna see him again I remember what I said Oh yes, I remember what I said (I remember what I said) (Oh yes, I remember what I said) I hear my friends go: When are you gonna start loving someone? Oh now, I just don't know I don't know how to control my feelings I'm done, all I know is that I'm not ready for it (not ready for it) It's ironic I'm dumb enough to keep hanging on to something I know won't come back (know won't come back) It's ironic I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me, now Cold and Black I hear myself go: Will I ever see things the same way? I, I just don't know I don't know how to cover up these feelings I'm done, all I know is that I'm not ready for it Hm, oh I'm done, all I know is that I'm not ready for it (not ready for it) It's ironic I'm dumb enough to keep hanging on to something I know won't come back (know won't come back) It's ironic I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me, now Cold and Black Honestly, I didn't expect you to become the person I look down on the most You know what? I didn't think I would either You sure changed a lot, huh? (It's ironic) I know, I know neither of us ever wanted this (it's ironic) If you don't change the way you are now I think you'll be stuck there forever (it's ironic) Well, what can I do? I've already messed up enough (it's ironic) Why don't you ask yourself what you really want in life? (it's ironic) What I really want is (it's ironic) I can't save you, I'm just a 6-year-old you You're the one who's living in the present (It's ironic) It's ironic I'm dumb enough to keep hanging on to something I know won't come back (know won't come back) It's ironic I'm numb enough to keep holding on to this warmth you once gave me, now Cold and Black